Prayer Request - God Use Me to Help Heal the World

I was a very successful CEO for 15 years and left in September of 2006 to open my own company. I had this feeling that there was something great or greater than me that I was suppose to be doing in life. I found that the greater than me feeling was GOD. I am not a religious person yet I have this incredible feeling of urgency to help GOD. After much meditation I understood that my abilities and talents as a communicator and leader were needed to help bring peace to the world. I know this sounds so cheesy and if my own family heard me they would laugh. I am a very bright and articulate person and had a very successful career financially; however, 6 months ago I committed everything to the lord. I said I would walk by intuition and go where is needed. All I asked of the lord is to help me not to lose everything I have while doing his will. I have since had to file for bankruptcy and tomorrow the mortgage company will begin the process of filing for foreclosure. I ask if anyone reads this and doesn't mind sending some prayers my way I would be very grateful. My wife has been so supportive but I can no longer ask my family to suffer. There is no doubt that I can find another high paying CEO job within a few days. I just am asking for one last prayer, or one last hope that GOD could use me to help heal the world. I have spoken in front of thousands of people for business but I want to use that talent to speak to millions about God’s love. Please help me lord I need you now more than ever.
God Bless