father you know i trustyou and not my situation you know. how ii feel inside. We lost our kids our majic, the stress is overwhelming, I dont see his. Passion for me anymore. I feel alone, we argue more than laugh, hes never taken me anywhere, I just feel so alone in my soul. I have you so I know I have it all. But ive. Prayed and cried and sowed seeds believing the imposible. And ive gotten a word from you so it takes precident over my feelings, I just dont know how much more abandonment I can take. Lord I need you to touch him now. Please let your ephesians five word ive prayed over him shine through. If its worth the fight Lord show me tonight because just off your word I believe its done. Heal my heart you know he doesnt come beffore you. In jesus name I believe its already done. Amen