Prayer Request for Joyce

I am in a terrible mess financially, I have been trying to find a job and still have not attained one. I have been done terribly wrong, I tried to help people financially because I was able and tried to start a business and now my monies have been taken and I have bills that i cannot pay for. I am on the verge of loosing everything. I have prayed about this and tried to get help but nobody is able to help me. I have even sought lawyers and they cannot help me. I have been so upset about this and at times I don't know what else to do. The Lord has promised to deliver me and restore but I have not any proof of this yet. I am so tired of collectors calling, it makes me want to hide. I have asked the Lord for forgiveness, I know I got my eyes off of Him and saw an opportunity that I thought was for the future. Now I am at a place in my life where I don't have anyone to look to. My life has lost purpose. It is hard to keep going on when I keep trying and keep getting doors slammed in my face. I have enrolled to go back to school but it is hard to keep my mind on studies when I don't know what is going to happen.