I have been through a similar experience by: Anonymous
I will pray for you most certainly and with all my heart. My husband also left me and my two children after bering together for 20 years. It was a total shock to me. He got cancer, and similar to your husband, did not feel supported by me. This was a shock because I was doing my best to be supportive, as I'm sure you feel too. This experience holds incredible pain, and I know it well.
However, I also know that this experience holds incredible healing for you and perhaps your husband as well. Listen always to your heart, and pray for guidance. You will find that beneath all this pain lies great light for you -- but you must pray to LOVE YOURSELF COMPLETELY and have compassion for yourself FIRST. I am so sorry that you must go through this -- the pain seems unbearable at times, I know. But, know that you are so loved by so many. Surround yourself with those who love you, and know that you are NOT the reason your husband left. He runs from his own fears. Pray that he may find this light, but more than that, pray to fully understand that you are perfect just as you are. He may make you feel like you are the source of his problems. You are not.