I want him change as a human being

by Santi
(Sambalpur/jeypore, odisha, india)

I am 26 year old. since my child hood I have seen lots of problem and suffer within it. I don't know about other . In my week moment a boy came in to my life when career was my motto in life. he loves and care me. I am always a girl who thirsty of love. Because i did not get enough love and guidance from my family. since last 3 years I have build relationship with him. in this relationship i have totally lost today. then he try to play with my emotion. he try to prove me mad before my friends and my cousoun. when my family know about our ralation give me trust that I will be with you. But when I told about our relation before my family he remained silent. after that he try to keep apart himself from me. I also remain silent. After 2 months again he back and try to rebuild relation with me. I think if he realising then who am i to forgive. lets start a new life. but not possible. he beat me,try to prove me mad. try to distrub my family life. I can not live without him in present situation. please make him change. what hurts he has given pleas eheal by himself. My family now not sending me to my job. I will die if my career will spoil and if he will not change too. I want to die