I pray to our Heavenly Father, in Jesus Christ name that, May G-D BLESS You Brother James Edward, remove all that is blocking you from seeking him; that he may take away the blinding from your eyes, open your ears, renew your mind, and cleanse and purity your heart so that you may be able to search for him. That you take the authority from G-d to reject all bad things and that you understand that G-d is H O L Y and there is no variance on him of any other things. That he touches your heart to come to him in repentance of all bad things youve done against him and other people, and ask him for forgiveness and that you MAY BE ABLE to forgive your self of all these and also all other people involved in your life, THAT THE LOVE OF GOD MAY cement in your heart and that his PEACE, and GRACE abound in your life abundantly, overflowing so that you may also be able to help others in different ways that G-D guides you, THAT YOU MAY NOT forget that G-D is ONE, that HE LOVES YOU and is WAITING FOR YOU to come back to him in prayer, in spirit and in truth. Ameyn