Gods guidance, healing and reconciliation

(Philippines)

Please include me in your prayers to heal my broken heart and wounds for my past painful experiences. I was being failed, depressed and miserable before but through prayers, faith and efforts. I was moved on and started my life. But unfortunately i was being failed again. I need your prayers. I am willing to move on, to start but i really don't know how and where to start my life with. Help me to pray also to let go everything and to totally forgive the person who caused me such pain. Please pray for that person to realize for what he have done, for using and embarrassed me. Hope through Gods blessings we will end up with forgiveness and peace. Since, until now he continue hurting, insulting and embarrass me. Now that he already have new in his life. I really tried to understand despite of what happened but i can't understand why he continue hurting me. Help me to pray to receive Gods blessing to obtain peace and find someone that He prepared for me. Someone who will be my partner in life and will stay. Thanks and advance for all your prayers.