We sound alot like eachother. I too have daily struggles. what helped me was getting up and picking up my Bible, even though I didnt feel like it. I just started reading. I now read atleast 3 pages a day. More if I feel the need or desire. However, some days it is difficult and I dont want to. DO IT ANYWAY!!!! You will feel so much better, and it will put you in a better mind set.
Hope I helped,
Candice