Hello, just like to respond, as I know how you feel, as what you posted sounds like my life. As for the depression, I know that, all to well, been there many times, and still am there.
You might want to try watching a movie, The black swan with natalie portman as leading role, who won, an oscar winner.
THe black swan written with such indepth emotion, and based on a true story that really happend. Again some things in that movie have some, similarities, to what you have stated. Might help, as a suggestion
It was a very well done movie, that was based on true stories. With similarities to what you have talked about.
It might help abit, as black swan won an oscar and awards. Helped me abit, and it was very powerfully written. Hope I have helped
Feb 13, 2011
Hi. by: Anonymous
You say you have your husband and noone else. Then wouldnt he care if u died today? Pls dont loose heart. I am too very depressed. With no support from my parents and my husband whom i love very much.